Fresh Air

i cannot wait for the next holiday..
i cannot wait for the next pay day...
i cannot wait for someone to reach me...
and take me away....
i cannot wait for the day
that makes me crazyyyy.....................
i want to go shopping everyday...
and heart feeds wit happiness.....
i want to live my life wit all the God's blessssss..............

apakan...antam2 sjaaaa..........
im so clueless n hopeleesssssssssss...
time time time..... pass by so quickly...hope it fades away and bring along all my sadness, guilt, anger and sin....
til.... im born as NEW.................................

(im talking to myself and God)................
hoping everything that we wish for be fulfilled...
take me out from this hopelesssss mindset n bring me in to the world full of blooming happinesss.... H.A.P.P.Y

today is sunday... n i have a trip to Bt.Markucing in Subok n it was my 3rd time there since 2005... its just mini-Shahbandar i suppose... to complete my day.. i bring along Dwen wit me... n Cnah who tend to cancel them d night before.. well.. afraid of being left by d bus wit d group.. i went straight to d place... by almost 8am i tink..lurus Wen? ckali..alum jua yg lain ani datangg.. so we went to cari nearest kadai to buy battery for my camera n some bfast... Thank to you Wen for providing wit me d cheesy thing 4my snack bfast heheh n d Kit Kat..
So after that..after i called up my fren..dey said they were still waiting 4d bus... hhmmm.. dat'll be another hour if we wait 4them.. so we went up straight 2d hill... yeaaaaaa... sweat like lama dh nda sweat mncurah2... ngalih ku bgi motivation arh c Dwen... "push Wen Puussshhhh!!!" eh salahhh org branak tu hahaahha

Go Wen Go!!! dont stop.. u step on a constant pace when u up d hill n dont look up... n breath in and out through ur nose..... it was like everytime i had to stop wit a gap of 10m o less wit her.. n motivate her to continueee... ckaliiii buat ku garam ati... MAKIN TIA PLG DUDUK! arrgghhhhhh...... klu ku tbranti tkluar tia jua ngaleh kuuuuuuuuuuu...mun ku tinggalkn krg ijap jua ku either of us ilang...coz nad aorg msatu..org yg kmi ikutkn d dapan jauh udah... walaupun simple hilly areass.. anything could happen kan... kekekekekek atu la ku garam ati part ia DDUK aku d atas ngaleh suruh naik n naikkkkkkk.. loser motivator hahaahah.. and i got 1 sumbui2 as a souvenir :p sumbui-sumbui curi dr utan
and then to end up our trip dis sunday... we went to kadai kaling dkt HSBC gadong.. labelled for its nyaman KOLO MEE.. so we had kolo mee for brunch, 100plus n ice lemon tea...

SEKIAN WASSALAM................ hheheheheh

Rossa_Aku Bukan Untukmu

Dahulu kau mencintaiku
Dahulu kau menginginkanku
Meskipun tak pernah ada jawabku
Tak berniat kau tinggalkan aku
Sekarang kau pergi menjauh
Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
Disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
Dan kumohon maafkan aku
Aku menyesal tlah membuatmu menangis
Dan biarkan memilih yang lain
Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
Pasti itu terbaik untukmu
Janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali
Aku bukanlah untukmu
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Untuk diriku
...................................tears.................................

PAY DAY WHENNN???

PAY DAY??? batahhh eeiiii... kaing udah ni.. minyak keta warning udah.... if not only i bought my car battery last week.. i wud still have dat much for my survival for a week... last week last friday.. i wanted to jln n all at a sudden mcm nda mau idup.. n u know wat s d sounds like.. actually d day b4 nya udh ada weird sounds dat shows a sign of low battery.. tough it dint show on my car display in front.. baik jua bukn time kraja o lpas singgah kadai nda mau d start.. mun nda sober... wekekek.... anyway.. FULUS MANIA.. come to me....

winner.. tonight

YESSSS MIILLAAA!!!!! siuk nyeee at d age of 18.. u have FREE HOUSE N CAR!!! wat a lucky part of life..

late entry

i have an entry to post since the mother's day.. but lazYYYY!! to type rcently.. tired meh.. at dmoment.. im tseliurrr NASI KATUKKKK LAMBAK KIRI!!! sapa mau balikn.. jauh waahhh...
4my snack tuk liat konsert Af-yg-ku-bamci-tpi-dliat-jua. hahahaha... bh wasallam

HOW TO STAY YOUNG!!!

I like this inspirational words..which i read from a forwarded emails..
have a read on it and think of it for a second...

1. Throw out non-essential numbers.
This includes age, weight, and height.
Let the doctors worry about them. That is why you pay them.

2. Keep only cheerful friends.
The grouches pull you down.
(Keep this in mind if you are one of those grouches!)

3. Keep learning:
Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever.
Never let the brain get idle. "An idle mind is the devil's workshop."
And the devil's name is Alzheimer's!

4. Enjoy the simple things

5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath.
And if you have a friend who makes you laugh, spend lots and lots of time with her/him !

6. The tears happen:
Endure, grieve, and move on.
The only person who is with us our entire life, is our self.
LIVE while you are alive.

7. Surround yourself with what you love:
Whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever.
Your home is your refuge.

8. Cherish your health:
If it is good, preserve it.
If it is unstable, improve it.
If it is beyond what you can improve, get help.

9. Don't take guilt trips.
Take a trip to the mall, even to a foreign country, but NOT to where the guilt is.

10. Tell the people you love, that you love them - at every opportunity.

Sofaz - Salahku

well im into this song lately...
hehe jiwang ka? eerrmm i dun mind.. as long as it soothes my mind listening to music that sounds good to me.. nda ja? well talking of jiwang.. sure everyone feel JIWANG at some point at a time.. its just some people show them dierctly, indirectly, intentionally and unintentionally... its just one of to many other different feelings that naturally and biologically attached to us...

SOFAZ - SALAHKU
Aku bersalah padamu…
Kesal diriku meninggalkanmu
Jujur ku ingin denganmu
Aku bersalah

Adakah aku yg terlewat..
Membuat kau kembali
Kembali padaku…
Adakah ku harus menanti
Menantimu yg tak pasti
Yang tak pasti..

Ku menunggu
Menunggumu..
Ku menanti..oohh..

Aku bersalah padamu..
Kesal diriku..meninggalkanmu
Jujur ku ingin denganmu
Sungguh hatiku..

Ku berjanji..
Oh…Aku bersalah padamu..
Kesal diriku..
Meninggalkanmu
Jujur ku ingin denganmu
Sungguh hatiku..

Siti Nurhaliza

hehehe i wander around YouTube and found this:


this was in 1994 or 5 when she was d finalist in the bintang HMI in RTM... awal2 before officially jadi penyanyi.. no wonder she go this far now... miracle eh (i fancy her voice, but not until she get married) kekekeke..

and watch this from MENTOR show:

FIQ feat. Deja Moss.. like Fiq's voice MUCH MUCH BETTER than d AF students... yet AF so commercially n grand show.. nda jua brapa suara durg. tantu plg bintang RTB hahahaha

huh whatever.. i just love the sound of music...

breakfast

its sunday.. its now 1045am since my last post hehehe.. nda ku jadi tdur wah.. n i already have my 3 breakfast... huhuhuhuhuu... mee goreng, french toast n rcenlty soto sup ayam... *eerrrkkkkhhhh... i feel like i wanna puke... hahah so full meh...

NITE OUT

assalamualaikum, first of all i would like to congratulate for the unvoted DAFI, thanks to his fans. kekekek OUT aku ah... though i dint watch d AF to details lastnite since we were watching them in a cafe in d mist of a noise environment (biasalah org bising "bekunyanyang" temasuk kami becerita nda luan brapa mndgr). What we saw just d gesture of the show.. where Heliza was obviously dancing like WHAT!!! dengan slendang tudung nya! tak kena dgn baju la wit her song.

anyhow back to the Nite Out.. starring Me, dwen, Cnah n ComCom. hahahahaahah tawa ku dlu ah dang. of coz me n dwen yg ahir dtg since d deal made was around 6pm which Dwen still on her way back home from office. BUT we manage to reach d cafe first :p
ckalinya kan banar th jua dFountain Cafe atu just a reflect of DroyalleCafe. food service nya baattaaaaahhhhh.. like i ordered baked macaroni more than half an hour ago.. when i mentioned back... d waitress kinda "ooh yea.. your baked macaroni ha" mcm LUPAAAA!!!! hey ladies we were kinda LUPA jua kn ambil gmbar of all our cuisine...
mula2 kek (tiramitsu kah?) cKom dtg, spaghetti carbonara Cnah, cDwen antah i dun pay attention to her order was it grilled chicken with mashed potato Wen? (which i guest nyaman lgi yg d'April Cafe chickern nya, ComCom complain d cake was just a sponge cake, which abis jua sparuh olehnya wen she said nda nyaman, banar plg i ate them coz lapar jua d PURE MANIS gula sj buat nya nyaman d makan since were lapar. then datang FRIES after all mkanan tadi abis udah.. ckalii tanpa dsedari .. mcm laju tangan kmi 4org ani makan took piece after piece of d fries sambil bcerita hahahah "kelaparan banar" (Ingat plg kes d Nandos, d SOGO last year, starring kami2 jua)... cuba cetakan Kom hehhehe musafir kelaparan bkas mnyuping dMasjid India. n ahirnya my baked macaroni.. nyaman but so so la.. ada tawar2 ckit kurang ajinomoto kali kekekkeke... much better baked pasta d FunBread Cafe. But d good thing about dFountain i like d spot where tani dduk dmlm atu dkt kaca dluar n at d very corner which we were like in privacy physically n open soundly (melabang bilang org tmasuk chinese dmeja sbalah tani).

(ps: sorry to the owner/gangs/konco2 dan gy swaktu dgn nya of dFountainCafe, d'AprilCafe n FunBreadCafe for writing a good&bad testi bout your places heheheh).

bah its 822am now.. kan nyambung tdur dulu.

tata off to bed now. hey ladies i planned to have a lunch ka dinner ka drumah ku.. biasa2 aja mcm aritu msa clebrate bday Dwen.. MAU? this includes VV n Hany. n i dun tink Ejat n Gmah wud b available to invite. i just MISS u girls :(

A WASTE!

i was really depressss lately. i kno 4most of u girls ubat marah, streess n sasak n yg sewaktu dgn nya ubatnya ialah shuping ka window shopping. so wat i did tadi Kom.. i went facial.. like i still have my facial package atu tuk 3times treatment lgi, meaning for another 3months. but wat i did since ada discount tadi.. i took another treatment which i have to pay 4it.... like whattt?!?!?!?!?!?! anikan ku TIGHT brabis! plus bali cream nya tdi psl abis udh. which i spent 120. uuuuwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...... i cud use that to pay my other bills. actually i put aside dah duit atu to pay sumting else. since its stil in my wallet.. adduuhhhhh ringan bah tangan ah mbelanjakan. adoiiiii